What to do with this?

I can't quite decide what to do with this blog. I'm pretty certain making it my *personal* journal is a terrible idea. Posting random shit about anything? I don't think I want to do that either. Well, maybe I do... Do I dare publish the thoughts that both haunt and help me? Do I want to look back and read about how I felt at this time in my life? Shall it be about my travels on the road to a raw lifestyle? I'm excited to see what becomes of this. Could be nothing. Could be amber-induced-overdose. Who knows? I don't, and I'm the author.

My Noni

My Calista

Don't be jealous...

My Leah!

One week away

If I went away for a week. I would cry for the first three days, then sleep for the next four.

Random. Deep. Still VERY guarded.

This is the best way I could describe the beginning of my personal blog.

At the Edge of a Cliff

Warning! Contents under pressure! When pressure builds, something is bound to explode. It happened this morning. Now I'll spend the rest of the day picking up the pieces and reconciling my own actions to their natural consequences.

Sitting at the edge of a cliff. Watching the waves cover the rocks with their bubbly, white wash. I realize I can't undo the things that have been done. At this moment all I can do is explain my wrong with no justification. As far as preventing myself from making further mistakes, I will make no such promise.

No one can profess to live a life free of error.

Hell Week!

I'd consider this hell week. It's almost over. My feelings have ranged from hurt, anger, frustration, uncertainty, loss, and acceptance. I've decided I don't know exactly how to feel about all that has gone on this week, and I'm okay with that.

Homeless

Have you ever been homeless? Even if only for a minute. It's no bueno. :(